It has started. Finally after a long wait for the skulls to arrive. Searching for space to work. Trying to get all the numbers to work. It was a typical “ahorita” – hurry up and wait for syndrome here in Mexico. But, yesterday I went and visited the worksite where they store the craneos. It … Leap ForwardMexicraneos 2019
‘Transmutacion’ embodies a seed cracking open, coming undone, breaking the soil, and blossoming. To the outsider who doesn’t understand, it can look like destruction, but it is a transformation harnessing the power of community and making art for change. A chromatic autobiographical exploration of survival. … Leap ForwardThe Power of Transmutación
Consider how many things are born from the forces of nature. Wind, rain, sun, and fire. It’s the concentration of energy in one direction. Fire burns with intensity for as long as the fuel lasts. When the fuel is gone there is smoke. When the smoke is gone there are burning embers. When the embers … Leap ForwardFire
En Español Baja I was thinking I wanted to do this as a video, but then who wants to see me randomly sobbing. Right. It isn’t a sadness but a seed cracking open. What I know about myself is that preparing a show is always an emotional experience. You take what you are doing to … Leap ForwardSeeds Crack
I’m just scratching the surface. It’s all about staying healthy and taking the time to push this. It started in 2001 when I first came to Mexico City. I couldn’t stop taking photos of all the macro surfaces of colors and textures. Everything collided for me in those moments and I promised myself I would … Leap ForwardIt took what it took to get here…
I don’t know how to be a good sick person. Do you know what I mean? The Lifetime movie person who charms everyone with their humor when they are at their worst. They seem to intuitively adjust to the feelings of others and make that the priority. That is not me right now. I thought … Leap ForwardI am angry about it.
There are 3 stages of the process I am exploring. 1. I usually document in the streets and take the photos back to the studios to become paintings. This fall a gallery asked for a prospectus for a photo show and it forced me to look at the work. I saw something I had not … Leap ForwardThe Evolution Continues
Despite or because of the season, I need to make a point of reflecting on false evidence appearing real. FEAR. I get emotional and forget that life is layered much like my artwork. It is a work in process and I’ve made a few mistakes. I’ve also made a few happy mistakes. 2018 is no … Leap ForwardEvidence Exists
I am not a religious person, but I grew up in a very Catholic family. My memories of church were more about allegories to live ones’ life by, punctuated by rituals, and a crush on one of the priests. I can’t divorce those experiences from the use of angels as a metaphor for my current … Leap ForwardAngeles en Mexico
It’s been almost two weeks since the day I walked into the clinic for my ritual HIV test. A ritual deep with meaning, history, and emotion. The first time I did this was in ’89 when you had to wait 21 days for the results. My doctor at that time said to me, “Oh you … Leap ForwardLemons AND Lemonade?
From the start of my process I have wanted to create images that were solely my own. Unique and representative of my view point of the world. I can remember taking all those photos in the streets of DF over 17 years. Each time returning to the scene I had shot to capture the aging … Leap ForwardNew Pathways
It’s no secret that this last year has been all about evolution for me. It was a year ago today that I stood “trial” defending my character against false accusations. We can find many examples of LGBTQ peoples’ rights being pushed to the side to protect the limp morals of another. It is the history … Leap ForwardAnother evolution in progress
It’s not been an easy transition into the new job. I am finding it hard to adjust to the schedule of going to bed around 8PM to be up around 4:30AM. A one to two hour commute in each direction via metro, micro, and taxi. I am engaged in the experience and enjoying the people … Leap ForwardCatching my breathe @chromaticexplorer
To be clear, I don’t know what the power of forgiveness will yield in this case. I know what it has opened for me in the past, so I am filled with hope and not really sure I have expectations. The thing is, I let 40 years of fear, anxiety, and anger go yesterday. It … Leap ForwardThe Power of Forgiveness
It’s interesting that I had 10 months to address my sleep issues. Blog it out or whatever it was going to take to discover what is at the root. Here I am back at it with a school schedule wake up time of 5AM and barely getting 5 hours a night despite my best efforts. … Leap ForwardFade into you
Muchos Más. Many More. Fitting reminder there will be many more pieces to come with the willingness to allow them. I am nervous. Tonight I will start at the new job with a feast and camaraderie. New peers disconnected from my art reality but apart of it even if they don’t know or experience it. … Leap ForwardMuchos Más
I woke up today itching to work in the studio, but with no idea what the next piece would be. I’d programmed myself to roll through the contact sheets of photos in my dreams the night before. I thought I was primed and ready to just pick something out and it did not work that … Leap ForwardDiving into a new piece
Sorry for the glare in the photo. Hard with wet oil and varnish layers to get a good foto. I am just thinking a stream of consciousness would help me process the progress. • I really like the idea of differentiating the front row of dancers from the back. I decided on yellow with the … Leap ForwardDancing into progress
Soon I will return to the daily work life with a new job. I am ok with this as having some structure definitely helps the process, but also having some income keeps things moving forward. Of late, I have been meandering through my process. Enjoying the last days of ‘summer’ before I return to the … Leap ForwardEnjoying the last days of summer
It’s the title so far because in the painting I intentionally left these words visible. Not sure just felt it had to be done. Can be corrected later if I change my mind. Right now I am sitting in the studio. The new piece is taped up to the bookshelves, so I can sit on … Leap ForwardControl Fest
July 9th, 2018 2:30PM The windows in my room face into a central well area, which I presumed was for light, but did not warn me when morning had come. Although I’d gone to bed around 1AM, I still woke up at 9AM on the dot. Good morning Cuba! I leapt from bed feeling mostly … Leap ForwardMore from Cuba
When I returned from Cuba I was inclined to jump right back into things. The problem was I had moved the day before I left for Cuba. Nothing was in it’s place and it’s place was hard to determine. What I decided to focus on was a bit of nesting so the space would feel … Leap ForwardCreativity is a Process
I am not a very verbal person. I don’t tell my stories with words. Well, more specifically, with spoken words. I don’t find I like to talk. Funny, it’s an interesting observation to write when I working so hard to learn Spanish. While I was in Cuba I was paralleling the experience by reading The … Leap ForwardTime alone in the streets with people
I pulled over the journal I was keeping while in Havana. Just me documenting the trip and observations with a revelation or two thrown in. It’s very stream of consciousness. I will come back in the next few days and add photos. This will be posted in several parts over the next week. Just needed … Leap ForwardHavana Surprises and Breaks Through
Well. Here we are on the eve of a big move to the new studio space and less than 48 hours from Havana Cuba. I am feeling a tad lazy…ok exhausted…from packing so I created this video to talk about what I hope to gain from the next week of adventures.
A few days ago I posted this video to give a little more explanation on my photo process. I am including here with the video repost the contact sheet of the raw photos from that same day. If you have questions or just want to chat about this let me know.
Last night I did a little snip on this process and was asked to cover it a little more in depth. Today I am giving you an inside view and tomorrow I will post the contact sheets of today’s photoshoot for you to view. Hope this video gives you some insight. As always, open to … Leap ForwardStreet Photography and Process
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It’s no small thing to see the self. I live in a world of constant distractions. I live in a world that begs me to examine how other people see ‘me”. But do I see myself, really? Am I studying external shapes and colors or do I see myself? Over the past month I’ve found … Leap ForwardSelf Portrait in a Million Parts
It’s a powerful thing to process your life through art. In some ways I wasn’t really fully aware what I was processing and it has become more clear in this time of reflection. Much of my current art I thought was related to loneliness and desire. I guess I also didn’t realize I was only … Leap ForwardComing Out of the Closet, In My Heart
Moving elements over from patreon.com slowly and decided to create a video library here of the process over 2 weeks of painting the latest Joan of Arc. This is about an hour of video over all, so perhaps more than you wanted? HAHA. Well the good news is you can skim through some of it … Leap ForwardUnderstanding the Process Better
This post is a stream of consciousness so it goes back and forth a bit. It’s a decision making progress externalized. That in mind the writing may be hard to follow so I recored a short video covering the points. Mixture of excitement over doing the work anchored in my usual pessimism it will be … Leap ForwardDebating the Value of Specific Exhibition Opportunities
Great day. Finished the website as I had intended. Added much more to the store. Set up my social media for the next week to run on it’s own. Then I got home and took a short nap. When I woke up a storm was starting to come in and the sky was darker. The … Leap ForwardChromatic Explorer Shopping
I was finishing the last page of my website build today and scheduling my social media posts for the next week. Fun right? The parts of having an art studio we never covered in school. Ran across this piece and immediately gave me flashbacks to that wonderful day. Thought I would share a few elements … Leap ForwardMercado La Laguinilla
More reflecting on what I have accomplished and where I am going.
I sent a message to a friend in California today asking for advice on social media marketing. It’s not a big deal, but it got flashed back to me that I hadn’t been keeping up with what was going on in their life and I wasn’t being very socially graceful. Directness is often a problem … Leap ForwardEating Emotions
It’s been about 5 months since my exhibition closed in Ventura CA and things have changed a lot. I am now in Mexico City DF, Mexico working my studio at every angle I can to keep it going. It’s been a phenomenal experience and of course a challenging one. I love to watch this video, … Leap ForwardReflecting on Progress
Update: The store is now live by clicking on Photo or Paintings in the menu! As I have mentioned before, right now most of the sales component of my artwork is being handled through DABart and online at artsy.net. It’s great exposure and lovely to have representation via a gallery. The problem that arises … Leap ForwardThe Store is LIVE!
I’ve made great progress this week in bringing things back into my studio that I am paying other people for. For instance, the patreon.com site is being moved inside of this site chromaticexplorer.com. I was paying 10% of my earnings to patreon.com to host my site and provide the option of membership subscriptions at different … Leap ForwardThings are Poppin’
Today was a unique experience you’d be hard pressed to find the opportunity to do in CDMX. I was contacted by a developer who works with historical buildings around El Centro in Ciudad de Mexico. They have several buildings which are currently slated to be rehabilitated, but due to the historic nature of the buildings … Leap ForwardTour of Abandoned 19th Century Buildings
Today I grant public access to the video blog post as a window into what my subscribers see. I hope you enjoy it and it is informative about how the studio operates and my process in development. There will be content you can see for free always, but you can subscribe for $5 or more … Leap ForwardKeeping up to date in the studio
I am nothing if not an emotional exhibitionist. What a dramatic title yes? Well that’s what it feels like being separated from my paintings the adorned my studio for the past year in Ventura, CA. I miss my babies. They are in the gallery there living and breathing without me. I would see them every … Leap ForwardI am nothing if not an emotional exhibitionist
Prepped as much as possible. I will be adding some notes to this page and in this same location. Perhaps some as I go through the shoot, but more likely reflections afterwords. If you are subscribing to my patreon.com/chromaticexplorer for $5 or more you get access to the proofs. Become a Patron! and view the contact … Leap ForwardJust moments before